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Faaip De Oiad

Re: Confession Thread
« Reply #600 on: March 15, 2013, 09:01:57 AM »
touche
...and what you decide to do every day, you will be a good man - or not.

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Re: Confession Thread
« Reply #601 on: March 15, 2013, 09:07:22 AM »
Is it any wonder that fathers picked husbands for their daughters for thousands of years across all cultures?  /:\

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Re: Confession Thread
« Reply #602 on: March 15, 2013, 10:41:39 AM »
Life seems dulled and colorless, compared to my constant wandering in dreams and fantasy. When I look at what I'm expected to do in life, I see myself as going through automated steps on an assembly line. I'm grounded enough in reality, but I drift so often it's practically become habit. I hope that someday I experience or feel something in the real world that will finally make the dream pale in comparison. But that's probably too much of a tall order. One can hope though, heh.

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Re: Confession Thread
« Reply #603 on: March 16, 2013, 08:15:25 PM »
So I thought I'd betrayed my friend Jcal when I told this guy about all his youtube videos....nope he doesn't care. The guy has no shame whatsoever. Just laughed about it. He's got 69 of them up there now...his latest is about how the Illuminati is planning on killing off two thirds of the human race so that aliens from another dimension can come and colonize earth. Sounds like the plot to some bizarre movie but he actually believes this stuff.

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Re: Confession Thread
« Reply #604 on: March 16, 2013, 10:21:35 PM »
Haha. You told Jcal about it anyway. I would have been so scared to do so.

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Re: Confession Thread
« Reply #605 on: March 17, 2013, 12:09:35 AM »
Yeah he's a real jolly sort of guy so there really wasn't any reason to worry. I at least thought he'd be pissed at me about it though, nope doesn't care. He even wanted to hangout afterwards but I made up an excuse and went home to be alone.

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Re: Confession Thread
« Reply #606 on: April 04, 2013, 09:57:54 AM »
you should get him to look up David Icke

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Re: Confession Thread
« Reply #607 on: April 15, 2013, 07:29:09 AM »
if you can't trust people than keep away from them

trust in yourself, that's enough

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Re: Confession Thread
« Reply #608 on: May 06, 2013, 09:48:20 PM »
I feel I must confess that I recently partook in some hazing. Nothing harmful, it began in jest and good fun but eventually bordered on harassement. I feel it was uncharacteristacally mean of me, a normally nice guy, especially knowing that the object of our hazing has severe social anxiety. The things people come up with when they put their bored, caffiene fueled, dirty minds together can be just rediculous sometimes.

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Six months sober and funding my friend Jcal's minor drug habit just to watch him do it.  :evil:

Faaip De Oiad

Re: Confession Thread
« Reply #609 on: July 17, 2013, 09:50:31 AM »
I used to work out and do stuff, and then I got Netflix.
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Re: Confession Thread
« Reply #610 on: July 18, 2013, 04:14:40 PM »
just got this tivo thing installed, put it in my housemate's room, so I won't end up wasting away staring at it

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Re: Confession Thread
« Reply #611 on: July 19, 2013, 09:06:40 AM »
This thing with Jcal is turning into a total bromance. I love him and all but he's such a needy social being to my loner. I was just about to leave his apartment and he's like "dude...just wait 20 minutes until ten" I told him I wanted to be in bed by ten and he actually begged me to stay. He needs his people time like I need my alone time, but I really don't mind spending my time with him. I haven't had a guy friend like this since I was like 17. We even go for long walks at night...and share things.  /muntah

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Re: Confession Thread
« Reply #612 on: July 24, 2013, 03:30:14 PM »
I confess, I've gone and made a mess out of myself.

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Re: Confession Thread
« Reply #613 on: August 08, 2013, 03:39:33 PM »
I almost never have any fun, even in situations that should be fun.

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Re: Confession Thread
« Reply #614 on: July 09, 2016, 06:59:24 AM »
I've been single all my life, and I can't focus anymore. After my breakdown I cry a lot at night in silence wishing I just had someone to hold and love.

I wish I lived in my imagination.

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Re: Confession Thread
« Reply #615 on: July 09, 2016, 10:09:48 AM »
I've been single all my life, and I can't focus anymore. After my breakdown I cry a lot at night in silence wishing I just had someone to hold and love.

I wish I lived in my imagination.
This is for you, abstract - /hugs

I have been in your shoes and it is GD hard.
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Re: Confession Thread
« Reply #616 on: September 06, 2016, 02:31:58 AM »
I am visting the site after quite a while and I need to write what I feel. I recently got married. I like her but she is an ambivert and I am an introvert. I feel at times that she is bored with me. May be I feel so because of my insecurities but I feel so and many times in my life I have been told I am boring. Am not good at conversations and understanding people. I feel like I am failing her and will lose her. I quitely cry myself to sleep sometimes at night.

I find the world boring. What interests most people doesnt interest me. I find peace and solace in death metal, depressive black metal and books. I try to get lost in other world through programming, books or series. Have lived most of my life like this and have constantly felt a sense of disconnect with this world. Feel emptiness a lot of times. I have tried to connect with people but have always failed. I have thoughts of suicide sometimes and recently decided to take anti depressants. Hope they help. I hope I make it through.